We know the saying about ...'the best laid plans'...well just as I was powering ahead with life and all of it's intricacies, feeling I was really moving forward, achieving some personal growth and actually on a 'high'...the happiest I'd been for ages...what happens....
Life happens....
And so I'm sucked down into that vortex of swirling emotions and past experiences, drowning in a sea of pain and loathing.
It's all very well talking about logic and common sense, old patterns of response can resurface without the slightest warning leaving you stuck in a place that is both a sanctuary and hell of one's own making.....
When you're in that place, sometimes you've got to just 'ride it through'....if you're fortunate enough you have or you find someone to help you come out on the other side.....at other times you just have to do it your self....
Always a little wiser, a little more indestructible and a whole lot more aware!!
Loving your posts. This one really hit me. Riding out the storm and having someone to talk is just what has been happening to me for a couple of weeks now. You just reminded me that I need to ride it out, period. Thanks!
ReplyDeleteThank You!! I am so pleased to hear that...and it's ditto for me about your posts too!! :)
ReplyDeleteFYI: I am not being alerted of your comments. Not sure why. Could be on my end
ReplyDeleteHmmm not sure what the reason could be for that...I will investigate...thank you for letting me know!!
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