Yay...it's the start of the weekend...and I was sooo looking forward to sleeping in.... and here it is 5am on a Saturday morning and I'm wide awake.....!!!
(this is so typical of the contrariness of my nature!!!)
After promising myself that as a 'reward' for both surviving and working hard this past week I will give my self permission to sleep in (without feeling guilty!) this weekend.....and what happens...durrh!!!
During this past week I've forced my self to get up by 6am...and it's true I feel great that those first few hours of the day I am able to get sooo much done, however by the afternoon....all I crave is sleep....I get to the point where I'm nodding off whilst sitting upright!!!....and so I have a 'nana nap'....and even with that I'm still so tired by early evening that I think okay so go to sleep, relax and enjoy......
And then I 'wake up'...around 9pm...and go into work mode...and wow just like that it's suddenly 1 or 2 in the morning (or even later).....
No point in fighting it ....that's my pattern and has been for as long as I can remember...I'm both a morning and a late at night person....afternoons, well just forget it!!!
So here I am feeling wide awake and instead of feeling frustrated at not sleeping in I actually feel quite empowered with a delicious sense of freedom....!!
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