Wow what a busy time I've had lately...so much has happened and truthfully after what seems a lifetime of wondering, searching, dreaming and yes procrastinating and avoiding...my vision and goals have become crystal clear....
Mind you not as easily as it sounds, for I had to 'let go' and push aside the cobwebs of faded dreams and really go within to allow my true self 'a voice'....and then I needed to 'listen'...........
And after 'listening'...I needed to discover if my desire for this 'vision' was greater than my fear...
And not only was 'fear' an issue but the 'yammer yammer' of the critical parent within needed to be acknowledged and responded too.... (Have we not all experienced that critical parent within that favours the 'shoulds' and have to's...)...
And so begin the weeks, days and hours of 'feeling' if this Vision was truly mine....a little like putting on a brand new outfit and you're not sure if it's really you..!!....I needed to sit with it, walk with it, and see if the alignment was true and right for my authentic self....
Then there was the research to do, could it, would it... be feasible....and those baby steps were crucial...it's still early days...however just need to remind my self, ....baby steps!!
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